That same feel i had 3 years ago, just that the pain has multiplied... Is this all a facade..? Was it just all an act..? Nothing is real. I can't tell what's real and who is being real. Have i been actually in my own world all along. I am so tired. I just want to know the truth but i can't decide what i want. I am done playing around, i really am. I am pretty simple, if it's not real just put an end to it. Whatever that has to be dealt, we can deal with it as an acquaintance, i sincerely refused to be hurt any longer. i'll rather feel hurt now and not any more longer nor thru the rest of the way letting myself even deeper to only realize nothing is real. i got no one to talk to for now and i am so tired already putting on a strong facade. I am done playing games, i've mature in this sense. What would you be telling me now..? Are you really protecting me or you just wish to continue spinning me around as an object you can play with..? Would you kindly be letting me go now if you have nothing real to say. Do you really even have anything real for me? Am i just another game, another experience, another story to tell... I am so tired. I really am. PS: Even after the truth, if it ends, i still hope you'll be a human who is at least true to his own words with regards to certain matters. Thanks for Nothing, Nur Hida.
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Nur Hida !
young as i wanna be / 29/11/hater / proud / nice / friendly / Proud Saggitarius/ Simply Not Available, My heart is numb.(:
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I'm one who have said things and done things...Been proven right, been proven wrong, still learning about life... Wants the best out of most things... Loves the people around me.. Make them upset and you'll be hearing from me!
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They prove to be a good friend and always help the person in need. They expect nothing in return. This quality in them keeps no one annoyed with them for too long.
They are fun loving and boundaries often denies them of happiness. They are quite moody and react to the same situations differently due to their moods. They are a mixed blend of humor, intellect and honesty. They are fun loving and it is difficult to keep them concentrated on a single situation for too long.They are innocent and speak up what is in their mind. They seem to be a little confused. They speak out harshly unintentionally making the person offended.
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