Dear Blog, It's been so long... Start to blog again..? Probably...
It's already end of May, i may have a fresh start from my career... Went to Bangkok in early May, almost spent and spent non-stop, even used up my savings.. I got to start saving properly already.. I've been saying it.. but i probably gotta start to mean it as well.. I'm not getting younger... I'm lucky i still have a roof over me... But i gotta start thinking the rest of my life... I want to study..but again saving is not that near... Gosh...
My MR is back with me, it's already been back about 5 months.. I'm so thankful, i can be safely back in his arms... I'm done being down... He's kinda naggy and pretty strict at times... But for sure i know it's for my own good. Darn well at times kinda irritating... Cause as if he knows me.. I do have a pretty bad attitude that i just don't need others to know.. I am kinda temperemental and just lazy... Frankly we may meet most times, but there isn't like really any proper bond time.. We're at work most times... At times all we talk about is work, which does irritates me at times... As in without work there's nothing else to talk about... But again thankfully..it's not that case.. He still irritates me and humors me...
I feel so lost now.. I'm working..but i'm going broke faster than i can say "i have no $$.." so i really gotta slow down... i gotta stop be gluttony... i gotta really start appreciating for what i have and yet others don't..
It's the GSS moment... but i gotta control myself... I wanna help out....
Ya Allah, guide me through though i may not be the best humble servant of all.. Forgive me.
Nur Hida Sulaiman.
4:07 AM
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I'm one who have said things and done things...Been proven right, been proven wrong, still learning about life... Wants the best out of most things... Loves the people around me.. Make them upset and you'll be hearing from me!
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They prove to be a good friend and always help the person in need. They expect nothing in return. This quality in them keeps no one annoyed with them for too long.
They are fun loving and boundaries often denies them of happiness. They are quite moody and react to the same situations differently due to their moods. They are a mixed blend of humor, intellect and honesty. They are fun loving and it is difficult to keep them concentrated on a single situation for too long.They are innocent and speak up what is in their mind. They seem to be a little confused. They speak out harshly unintentionally making the person offended.
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