Dear,
Monday, i had pax issues, i quoted the wrong airfare... i didn't panick, but i got stress out or i felt so stress until a solution was reached.. All i wanted was your nagging at me for daydreaming..and then telling me things will be fine.. At that time all i needed was your advice and encouragement.. But nothing new right? you ain't here... Dear, i don't know...at times..i really block you out of my mind, cause i don't wanna keep missing you 24/7 and then pretend to be all happy.. I'm so tired of pretending, i need a break.. But anyway, don't worry, my pax problem is solved. Probably pax coming down tomorrow to collect the hotel voucher... I miss your loving a lot... Will you be back soon please? take my words for real, when i say i'm going crazy..i really am.. I apologised if as days goes by, my posts gets shorter...cause i manage to make myself so shagged, that i'm just too tired to think/do anything, unless i've plans..thatn i'll be fine..if i'm heading home straight, it's better if i'm shagged. Dear, the usual i went to OG for lunch, there was fish head!!! I was okay at first..until the mak cik ask me... "mane partner awak? tak nak makan kepala ikan?" Do you know how much i wanted to just shut up and walk away, but i pretended to be fine... It's all pretend now.. I need news from you Dear, frankly i'm just worried... Are you fine there? Are you thinking of me? Don't miss me but keep loving me..
I miss your warmth and love,
Nur Hida Sulaiman
