It's actually DAY 17, but its only like 1226 am...
Dear,
I just got home...it's past midnight... i can literally imagine..you telling me to go sleep straight, reminding me that i have to wake up early, and you don't want to be too tired at work...you wanna see me fresh! My bad... Dear, i met my friends today, i miss them so much, it feels weird..as though it just has been that long..but i'm happy. But... they're asking about you... what am i suppose to say? One is even getting excited of meeting you... random right? But yeah...Dear...i really don't know what to do now...i really wish by any means just tell me what to do... I know you trust me...i know you will want me to decide for myself what to do... Whether, it's with regards to work or personal life, you've always been advising me.. Why is that though we've spent such a short time together, we just seem to have that much issues/memories...at least for me.. i'm able to fill you in on the details on what's the usual you would say to me... You've became a habit which i do not want to change..cause you ain't bad. I'm putting a really strong act now...and i really hope it won't be broken anytime soon...cause if it does..it will take twice the time to recover...and the process really hurts... & surprise-surprise Dear, while waiting for my gfs to reach..i actually walk around on my own...and bought bags..for me and mummy rango! i miss shopping with you... miss seeing you go nuts...and so bossy with me...to make sure that you get your stuffs first. Shirl is probably coming back tmr, which means i probably have to change table..so the only empty space left...is your table..so..ya... but the office...the environment... oh my...i don't know if i'm prepared...or actually am strong enough.. Hmm..i think for my own good, i should be probably head to sleep now..or at least try..been having too much late nights past few days.. Everyday i'm hoping for news, pondering if you're fine.
A brave front is all i have,
Nur Hida Sulaiman.
