Remembered how we'll always compared ourselves to the rest of the horoscope? Then in the end we seem to change each other like a lot! I was chatting with my darl gf today...her name is Ain anyway... I recalled suddenly how you hate me keep saying...friend and gf..you'll rather i say the name as you felt as if i had too many friends! Anyway we chatting roughly about the same thing..and i did say..Saggitarius are good lover...so you better be good and claim me back when the time is right! Got it?!!! I know, i shall behave too... & oh haha..guess what..she thinks you're 40!!! haha...first time seh Dear! bluek! & oh..she did say..if you don't claim me back...you're a dead meat...she's a scorpio!! so ya...as much as i know you can react..remember mess wif my gf and you mess with me... i can be a monster too! hehehehehe! I got news from your brother today, wasn't really news but at least i know something right?!! I'm patient, so you better be too...
I've actually literally counted the days left...it's really unhealthy for me. But i keep telling myself, yeah! A day gone..a day closer! But you will know which days along the way will affect me most. I need to cheer up... i need fresh air... as much as work will occupy me..i need more than that? I actually ask my bro out for a movie on some weekend in june!! See how much you spoilt me? I can't stay home... but i behave when i'm out... remember how you'll always paranoid when i'm out?! Fearing that i'll be playful... But think if i was or if i wanted to be...you would know? Cause you'll always read my mind!! Remember this line Dear...? "The players may change but the game stays the same" This always stick to our mind... which is why you ain't sure of me. I always remember what's in your diary or "bible" yes..it's a long duration till... But till then ...like you said...it's all up to HIM right?! But till then we shall continue in our faith for each other?! I've said before my heart feels really heavy and it's all numb and pretty stone right now... But maybe i should stop complaining about my own pain, cause you're probably suffering the same too.. which made me realise..i don't want you to be in pain! I don't want to be put in pain too cause i realise how much it will affect you! I'll be stronger as the days get by... i may fall...but i'll pick myself up... I've said before...i'm a proud saggitarius! I'm not gonna let myself be so fragile..even if i am...i won't let anybody hurt me! So Dear...till you claim me back..i'm gonna be selfish and spread my love only to my friends... so if you want a piece of it...you know what to do! xoxo! Distance makes the heart grows fonder?!! HELL..IT'S PAINFUL...but if it's the trial for us..then let's take a tralala walk along till the end... hmm...i think if i start writing to you..you'll probably think i'm long-winded! But too bad..you know you are too! Bluek! I'm glad i took time off from work...even if it;s MC... but i think there's a reason why Doc gave me antibiotics?! But boo..not gonna take it! But if my health still ain't good then i'll consider for checkup and treatment! I fear Monday, the day when i'll be back at work..i fear if i'll be weak again... i fear seeing "110" on my office phone...i fear how it may hurt... As much as i get back up easily..i fall easily... i'm going to try though cause no matter how much it hurts... i'll always remember my side of the deal..so you better too! PS: i hope you won't be mad that i didn't took over your Bali's case... I was so fragile...i pretended on the first day..to be fine..but i needed time to be fragile too.. Frankly..i wanna run off on a holiday! But bluek! I want you to take me on a holiday instead! YOU OWE ME! Okay, i should stop rambling...hehe..i think if i start writing a letter...it will be pages?!
Okay it's not time yet... but i actually miss your ramblings too! Like i'll always say..Keep loving me & love me more! got it?!
Okay my bad...i know everyone can read..but yea..i'm in my own world now..so bluek!
I may not be stable..but i'm still dependable..insya-allah!
Till then..take care!
I;ve got a date...for transformers?..i think...now i need pirates of the carribean and kung fu panda? come come..don't shy! Expect no more than a friendly company..be warned! I'm friendly...but overstep and i'll bite!
Signing off,
Nur Hida Sulaiman
7:25 AM
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young as i wanna be / 29/11/hater / proud / nice / friendly / Proud Saggitarius/ Simply Not Available, My heart is numb.(:
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I'm one who have said things and done things...Been proven right, been proven wrong, still learning about life... Wants the best out of most things... Loves the people around me.. Make them upset and you'll be hearing from me!
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They prove to be a good friend and always help the person in need. They expect nothing in return. This quality in them keeps no one annoyed with them for too long.
They are fun loving and boundaries often denies them of happiness. They are quite moody and react to the same situations differently due to their moods. They are a mixed blend of humor, intellect and honesty. They are fun loving and it is difficult to keep them concentrated on a single situation for too long.They are innocent and speak up what is in their mind. They seem to be a little confused. They speak out harshly unintentionally making the person offended.
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