Hey Bloggy, you should be pretty upset with me for only turning you at a downturn of my life... i'm sorry. Just that i can't call people up at this timing just so i can rant away.
Reading through your messages, as much as i miss you, it boost up my strength... not a lot...but at least your texts shows how strong we can be...
i don't know...i really don't know what i'm trying to say... here i am ignorantly waiting for news... waiting for you...
i'm not making sense now...
Usually it will be this timing, you'll be texting me...and i'm that silly girl who somehow will never fail to falls asleep while texting you half-way. As much as you'll get irritated and expect an asnwer from me,,, you'll still understand and not get mad at me.. Cause only you knew how shagged i was.
Dear please remember that you swear not to have the intention to push me away...no matter what the circumstances. You will come and find me when the day comes right..? You will claim me back when the time is right? Cause i'll be waiting.... I'm yearning for that day to be back in your arms. Both you and i have a vow to keep.
I miss having you worrying about my well being, whether it's with regards to my pimples, eye bags, dark circles, morning gastric, dry skin, or whatsoever.
I didn't dump you..neither did you dump me... SITUATION is separating us. If this is a trial for us, ya Allah, guide me through..give me the strength..
Yearns for the day to be back in your arms Dear. Love you.
Signing off,
Nur Hida Sulaiman
