Work was so dull today, i'm not sure if it's due to the fact that i was early and i had nothing to do.. but in the end..once after lunch..time pass.. Had lunch..with M...think when it's lunch time..i would call it my "speedo lunch" not sure if it;s due to the lack of topics to talk about... or maybe i'm just being boring... but i finish my meal in 8minutes...just gobbled everything down. When it was lunch with you, time would pass so fast... in fact..everytime when we're together..time will pass us fast...within a blink of an eye..it's another day. I was kinda like...reading through our convoS AGAIN...and AGAIN..i was smiling and giggling to myself... C notice..and she was like..."Eh...what you doing ar?! the last time you smiled like that was when you talking to 110 ar!! who's that you texting?!" Have i not been smiling enough..or just that when i recall memories of us..my smile is different... but in the end..i admit to C that i wasn't texting anyone...was just reading through our past convos. So emo right? Maybe...but memories of us will remain in my heart... Look at the time now..its midnight..i bet you'll be nagging at me right now..if you're here... i think you'll be mad at me..for being home so late! i reach home at about 11, met my gfS @ vivo just now... again..traces of you there...especially zara! Remember..how even when it comes to shopping i'm still your "PA" i had to pick for you, wait for you to try on...and i can't even wander around to look at the ladies section..i had to wait for you to finish trying...till you're done then you'll let me go... You said...settle yours first..then go wandering looking at mine. Hmm..you end up with more shopping bags than me! You're MY pretty boy..therefore it's understandable. I remember how at times..when i pick something..you'll be like.."woah..." just cause too much skin will be shown... and then you'll start saying, "when you're with me then you can wear like that....if not..cover up!" Which reminds me..i bet if you're here today...you'll tell me to wear my blazer and button up! You're so protective at times... but it's aite.. i'm loving it! But who's protecting who now?! I'm basically miss independent now... Dear...i think probably..i'll collect your cheque tmr..and then deposit into your account and then i'll update your bro to inform mother. I may live in my own fantasy world now... but it's probably cause i don't want to assume things on my own... we'll see when the time comes... i do hope for a happy ending...but as much as i can't force things... if you decide..that it wont be the happy ending in my head now..i think i'll be crush..but i'll move on..but for sure...what we had will always stick as a tatoo in my heart. But again i hope for the best...and insyallah..we'll be back together right? Dear, another random issue...with regards to work, there's this new policy when if sales target is not hit...your saturdayS off will be forfeited. So basically if target not hit you work 6 days a week, much is pretty unhappy about it... even mummy telling me to get another better job... cause the sat...wont even be counted as overtime pay or whatsoever. But cause i made a deal with you... 1 year it shall be..i'll be strong and i'll work harder...even if it means working 6days a week... it's okay..at least my time is occupied right? i'm fine...i'm still able to drag myself out of bed..and prepare for work... i wish you were here to advise me... or console me... i know you'll be able to push me for the better and even motivate me...even though i act/respond like i'm lazy and couldn't care less... you'll still push me to work better... shall i say..i miss your wise words/sayings? bluek! i always complain when you nag at me.. but now i miss the nagging. hmm...Dear...i hope you're doing good now... a year will pass fast... at least that;s what people told me..and i'm trying my very best to prove it... till then..you better take good care of yourself please. Behave kay?! Gd boy! Xoxo...! Love you Dear!
Missing you much,
Nur Hida Sulaiman
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I'm one who have said things and done things...Been proven right, been proven wrong, still learning about life... Wants the best out of most things... Loves the people around me.. Make them upset and you'll be hearing from me!
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They are fun loving and boundaries often denies them of happiness. They are quite moody and react to the same situations differently due to their moods. They are a mixed blend of humor, intellect and honesty. They are fun loving and it is difficult to keep them concentrated on a single situation for too long.They are innocent and speak up what is in their mind. They seem to be a little confused. They speak out harshly unintentionally making the person offended.
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