"aku tak tahu apa yang ku rasakan
dalam hatiku saat pertama kali
lihat dirimu, melihatmu
seluruh tubuhku terpaku dan membisu
detak jantungku berdebar tak menentu
sepertinya aku tak ingin berlalu"
"Sometimes I cry
Why dont I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should but
Sometimes I dont
Build up the strength to say that its wrong
Sometimes I hate sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurtsometimes I dont
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But its okay I just got to pay (yeah)"
If you want to know what i want. FIRST,
I need you to tell me what you want in a year. I need you to tell me for sure that you will hunt me back. I need you to tell me the truth. I need the sincere truth. I need to know where you will be in a year's time... Just give me the answers and i'll give you mine. My answers will be similar to what i've told you before. But in case, you've something new to tell me and you may intentions of not returning. I'll let you go. As much as you're willing to let me go if i can get better happiness, i'm willing to do so too. I know where's your dreams and goals at. But now i'm not sure if you'll include me in your goals. Dear, you remember saying this... "once i'm done, you will bet i'll make you mine and never leave you again..." & "as for me i will not push or leave you alone, i fear that u'll change cause you've a long way through life...i had enough. i want to actually guide you and let you know whatever you want with my experience and not let you go through and find out the hard way." Being Me...Dear...firstly, you left me alone here ya!! and i'm already going through things the hard way.!!! argg! You're so irritating. When will you ever be able to answer my questions and stop leaving me wondering on my own.
Remember peeps, i'm putting this into mind too...
"Biar orang buat kite, jangan kite buat orang"
Signing off,
Nur Hida Sulaiman