Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Alhamdullilah... *shine a light*
Thank you. Thank you. Thanx, mum and thanx you..for always including me in your prayers. Thanx to daddy too...i may not know...but i'm sure he includes the family in his prayers too...
Alhamdullilah, i've pass through the first interview...and i'm going for my second tomorrow. Just at the point when i was just about to give up and just turn to whatever jobs that i'm being offered or jobs that i know i've higher chances in getting the job.
Hopefully, things will be fine tomorrow...insya-allah...
I know who i am, i know i am not smart, i know all i have is that private diploma that may not worth anything.... i know that i do not have the perfect grades for my 'O'levels... Oh wait..i do not even have a diploma yet... I've got to retake my Accounts paper... I don;t wanna get started ranting about that now. I've still not gotten my result for another 2 modules...i really hope...that i had got through the last 2 modules... I've gotten myself bad enough having to retake my Accounts paper.
Talking about my Accounts paper...i do not even know where and how i should start...i do no know how i am supposed to study or from who i should get help.
I'm worried about so many things now...
I just wanna start helping the family too....
Ya allah, hopefully...i'll be able to work and start a career in a line and industry that i've been interested in since young... Insya-allah...i'll be able to pursue my degree in Comms, Marketing or even Admin... Okay, plans for studies later on...
Now need to focus on getting a job..
I need to start studying soon...
To whom it may concern...my group of friends.... whom i've not met for a while..and whom i'm supposed to meet and pass my presents too... I'm so sorry..i've just been really down... I don;t know what to say and what to do... Once i'm more settled with myself...i'll join you once again... I'm sorry...i really am... I hope i didn't get anyone of you mad or dissapointed. I do miss all of you.
That's all for now..
Signing off,
Nur Hida Sulaiman.
2:33 AM