Thursday, December 24, 2009
What i feel like doing? Letting out everything i'm keeping, sick of this game.
I used to believe, when i don't, i'll find the most stupid reasons just to believe again. I know, i'm not suppose to wait for miracles, but instead i'm supposed to believe in god and hope. But i've lost it all, i do not know what to depend on. Just when i'm trying to get myself back on track, this happens. I don't blame anyone, it's what you call life. It's not being brave, it's about acting on your instinct, wanting to protect and give your all. It's breaks down to just keeping the smiles on your loved one's. It became all about others, that you forgot about your own life. Am i suppose to continue being strong or can i go weak now.
When one is strong, he has to have his moments of weakness,
If he does not, he simply ain't human,
But he's acting like one.
In truth, he went all numb and soon losing his senses.
My condolences.
I love the fact we're family even though not by blood.
I thank you for keeping me in your heart.
I thank you for keeping strong all this while, though i knew you suffered.
You let go, i guess it's time for us to do so? Even with much reluctance.
The truth, i no longer have the strength to let go. I'm going numb.
7:31 AM
