Friday, December 25, 2009
Stupidity Over!
The sky is still blue. The sun will still rise. Don't be a fool & live like it's your last! :)
Nur Hida signing off.
5:59 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
What i feel like doing? Letting out everything i'm keeping, sick of this game.
I used to believe, when i don't, i'll find the most stupid reasons just to believe again. I know, i'm not suppose to wait for miracles, but instead i'm supposed to believe in god and hope. But i've lost it all, i do not know what to depend on. Just when i'm trying to get myself back on track, this happens. I don't blame anyone, it's what you call life. It's not being brave, it's about acting on your instinct, wanting to protect and give your all. It's breaks down to just keeping the smiles on your loved one's. It became all about others, that you forgot about your own life. Am i suppose to continue being strong or can i go weak now.
When one is strong, he has to have his moments of weakness,
If he does not, he simply ain't human,
But he's acting like one.
In truth, he went all numb and soon losing his senses.
My condolences.
I love the fact we're family even though not by blood.
I thank you for keeping me in your heart.
I thank you for keeping strong all this while, though i knew you suffered.
You let go, i guess it's time for us to do so? Even with much reluctance.
The truth, i no longer have the strength to let go. I'm going numb.
7:31 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
6:09 AM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Pantomime
I believe in Miracles, i do, i do.
It may be theatrical, but i choose, i choose,
Even if it's a fantasy, its mine, its mine.
Always look on the bright side of life!
I feel good!
I miss those characters you made up, and let it come to life by making it your own personality! I miss those thick stage make-up whereby at first you'll look silly, but when you make your presence on stage, you look unimaginably good. Haha, i finally learnt how impressive a local theatrical groups can be. Went to watch Beauty & the Beast, and it was AWESOMOUS-SOME! haizzz.....im melting....
Be truthful, fairytales did once filled you with hopes right?
Whee....most pic above are like taken at e airport!!! whee.. :p
Take care Luvs.
My legs went wobbly, melted by his touch, faint at the smell of his perfume and then....i went gaga-ing over him! :)
2:26 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Feel of Regret, Taste of Life.
When i was a kid, i'll always wanted to know what the bigger kids were up to & what the adults are thinking. As nobody will tell you anything that is going on. Being kids of course we'll always be curious and wanting to know everything and because of this i had just wish i'll grow up.
But now, i want to be tat little kid who's basically ignorant. As much as i want everything to end, i want it to continue the same time. I know you're suffering but please pull through.
I've been burning hawtt with fever! Its going up then it goes down. Whee. Enough complaining, im gonna take a break. A H-A-P-P-Y BREAK! Gonnna enjoy the play tonight and wont let anyone gets on my nerves which means me being in an extra good mood which will lead me to being nice.
Mummy/Kak Caca! Nasi ayam penyet next wk? :(
hehe...hungry-hungry...
To baiz & unstables...sorry didnt get to join yall. Let's have fun next wk?!
Hopefully by then, everything ends. Miracles happen, that i do wanna believe.
hIda signing off.
TC LUVs. :)
9:03 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Unwell so shut up!
Shall start with a piece of advice, if you're unwell, act unwell and forget about eating at Seoul garden. Well i'm unwell and i ate there...it was enjoyable while it last. But afterwards... geez i was walking around...and i felt like vomitting every five minutes yaw! *sidetrack a bit: what is my dad & my bro doin with 2 cars n wires and 3 other people doing?* K, whatever...now i'm seriously worried about my ankle....it hurts for a moment and then it dissapears....argg!!! i rather u torture me straight so i can just get you all wrapped up & have my friends visit me at home then walking around like nothing happened! *t0oT*
k..shut up....its as if my ankle knows i'm talking about it....as it's torturin me!
Hmm....
Summer vacation at airport tmr? heehe... A limousine with 4 doors and 6 cabins! Awesome!
I no longer have the mind to update.
Nur Hida signing off.
6:14 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
11:04 PM
