Surroundings and the people around you affects your behavior and mindset.This could be due to the power of influence. Reflect on your life and sometimes you do realize that when you are around a certain group of people,you are simply different...you are not being yourself. There's no need to think so far,just try to remember your first day of school,you felt uncomfortable as there isn't really anyone who knows you. This will cause you to have a bit more control on yourself, you are restricting yourself on showing your true personality. As the fear of people's opinions affects you as you know that those will be the people who will somehow be part of your lives for the next few years. However soon,when you start to make friends,your personality grew stronger and you feel more and more comfortable. You then start to be full of yourself. Life is simply a rocky road,as when we are being placed in e same scenario however filled with different characters,we react the same way. People say like is life a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you will get. However for me i think life is like a box of Chocolate ice cream, in e same way you'll never know what kinda chocolate is in the ice cream,then in the ice cream there's a variety of taste...and when you eat too much you will get a brain freeze and this reflects on the negative sides/stories of your life. The ice cream story may be a bit too deep. The simpler version is that life is like a box of jellybeans,you'll never know what flavor/color of jellybean you'll get. When you're lucky you'll get the best but once you run out of luck...you'll get the most bitter jellybean of you life. Its a way to remind us that life isn't always sweet.
im still trying to get back on track,keepin my positive outlook of life.i reali dun noe y but im simply losin myself...im typin tiz down as i no longer wish to store it in my brain.... i need time...i WILL REGAIN MY TRUE SELF. im simply like the computer which simply got attack by a virus...and jus wish to be re-boot again....and simply restart myself... except unlike the comp who has a owner.. i have to be both the doc and patient i dun wanna trouble ppl to diagnose me or even counsel me...as i simply go crazy...as this is jus simple me who wish to keep it simple....
Note to self: reali got to take care of my left leg...it hurts wen i walk too fast...its pain is simply unberable...dun wanna go back to e world of pills...painkillers...wadeva... crappy shit!!!
Simply a Girl who is Suffering From a Breakdown. Who don't wish to take it to town. Where everybody has a frown. And wishes to take the crown.
Signing off, Nur Hida.
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Nur Hida !
young as i wanna be / 29/11/hater / proud / nice / friendly / Proud Saggitarius/ Simply Not Available, My heart is numb.(:
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Simply Me
I'm one who have said things and done things...Been proven right, been proven wrong, still learning about life... Wants the best out of most things... Loves the people around me.. Make them upset and you'll be hearing from me!
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They prove to be a good friend and always help the person in need. They expect nothing in return. This quality in them keeps no one annoyed with them for too long.
They are fun loving and boundaries often denies them of happiness. They are quite moody and react to the same situations differently due to their moods. They are a mixed blend of humor, intellect and honesty. They are fun loving and it is difficult to keep them concentrated on a single situation for too long.They are innocent and speak up what is in their mind. They seem to be a little confused. They speak out harshly unintentionally making the person offended.
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