Saturday, March 15, 2008
The Feeling of Faint.....



A picture paints a thousand words.
It also helps to make a story short.
I have to admit i am tired...
But i don't know how to lose this tiredness.
Sleep?? I tried..
It's gettin more obvious...
A friend ask me if i am ok..
I smiled...
But the truth is i am tired...
I really am...
Even my mum...
I got to control myself...
Sometimes i really feel how i could just faint right on that spot when i feel serious exhaustion.
And then wake up feeling all....myself again.
I want to scream.... I want to faint...
But i wont be foolish...
I believe in myself...to go through this...
No matter what...i will be back on my feet again...
Even if i am not 100% ok..i will be when i am around the people i love and care as i don't deserve to be a burden to them. Although they will voluntarily always be there for me. Sorry that i am not able to open myself up to you... Its just that i want to get through this myself...it's all the things that is going around my head and emotions... Whatever you call this...being "emo". Trust me even i think that my emotions currently is crap.
I miss my own laughters and smiles.

Nur Hida.....wherever you are,come back.
I am starting to miss myself.


7:22 AM



Nur Hida !

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